I swear i must have "leper" written on the back of my shirt, or something along those lines, got chatting to some decent blokes at the house party tonight and a few girls, one of which i knew before through a friend, but all the others didn't seem to have the urge to approach me. I think i looked pretty normal today, well dressed, friendly looking.. but alas maybe i wasn't quite trendy enough or in the right "crowd".
Now discovered that me and English/Australian girls just doesn't mix, me and Asian girls, fine, they either love me or hate me, least it's one or the other, but me and English/Australian girls (counting both British and Australian here as i've been in both countries) it's a general indifference... i'm either Mr Average or Mr Below Average... do I look too Greek/Italian looking ?, though I've a British background or am I just plain average to you white girls out there ?!. Give me your comments so I can see where I'm either going wrong or let me know that I can't do anything about it, it's all my parents fault!!
Now discovered that me and English/Australian girls just doesn't mix, me and Asian girls, fine, they either love me or hate me, least it's one or the other, but me and English/Australian girls (counting both British and Australian here as i've been in both countries) it's a general indifference... i'm either Mr Average or Mr Below Average... do I look too Greek/Italian looking ?, though I've a British background or am I just plain average to you white girls out there ?!. Give me your comments so I can see where I'm either going wrong or let me know that I can't do anything about it, it's all my parents fault!!
3 Comments:
At Sun Oct 16, 10:45:00 am, Ms Smack said…
I recommend stop trying to fit in and just be yourself. If thats not good enough for them, then at least you havent sold yourself out, and its their loss.
At Sun Oct 16, 11:12:00 am, pirategirl said…
nah, we're just petty picky and pathetic individuals which to be honest are really not worth the effort in understanding.
we're just adept at making life difficult.
I cant speak for others, but generally if someone's not tryin to be involved - like theyre just being themselves and are comfortable in their own skin - then hey, im cool with them.
Anyone that wouldnt want you to be yourself around them isnt worth making friends with - thats what i've found anyway.
Me, i dont give a flying fuck what anyone thinks, if i want to sing Just Keep Swimming from Finding Nemo on my way out of the Missy Higgins/Ben Lee gig lastnite, then dammit i will...
...and did...
...loudly..
and just you should, I 'pffted' at anyone that objected.
At Sun Oct 16, 08:32:00 pm, Sairento said…
Thanks everyone for your comments, definitely sounds like good advice to be myself, was trying to but i guess i got a bit frustrated in the end.
At least by going to different things I get to know where and with who I feel comfortable with. Can't fit in everywhere I guess.
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